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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2006|04:44 pm]
Cara and Sara
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

Orion totally embarassed Jessica today at the 4-H meeting so what happens I come out in the car. Oh joy. I fucking hate having to deal with the little brat. Oh well. Such is life I guess.
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males [Jan. 22nd, 2006|01:04 pm]
Cara and Sara
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

I can't stand them. They're all pussies in my book. Just assholes waiting to be fucking kicked down and beaten.

Now that's out of my system...

I was triggered by this guy who wouldn't leave us alone. Yet another perv trying to get Yaro to sleep with him (though it was Jess using Yaro's IM). He just pissed me off for some reason, begging us to call him. Yeah righ! And he wouldn't take no for an answer! I came out and was like, "Fuck off I said NO and NO MEANS NO!" So he keeps on sending us messages saying, "I'm sorry" "Have a Good day" over and over. So I told him to go fuck himself and blocked his sorry excuse for an ass.

Then to top it all off the boy wised up to the fact that they were hiding his meds in buttered bread. So now he won't take it and is screaming about it. I swear, he's just like all the other males. Just in a really small body.

I know, I shouldn't be downing on him like that. But he really is pissing me off too. Fuck it. I'm going to the store to get cigarettes. Maybe take the rugrat with me so Chris doesn't have to deal.
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Last night [Jan. 18th, 2006|07:35 am]
Cara and Sara
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

I'm trying to write this before I go insane from these kids. Jessica will be out soon, but before she does I want to write about last night.

A little personal...Collapse )

OK...time to go take care of the baby. Time to not be me.
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Who am I? [Jan. 15th, 2006|11:13 am]
Cara and Sara
I really don't know what to think right now. I'm a bit blended with Jessie atm and I'm not sure if I'm Jessie, if I'm Cara, or what. How should I think of myself. Should I be writing this here or in amethystrse?

No, I'm Cara with a little bit of Jessie added in. I think that's the best way to put it...only because I feel more dominant than she does at the moment. I wonder how long this will last?
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2006|06:23 pm]
Cara and Sara
me again. cara is helping me write. usually cara or tanya helps me to write because i'm not very good at it yet. i just wanted to say that joey came out and talked to the nice lady today. he sat under the table while he talked to her. isn't that funny!

oops the phone wrang. it was the wendy lady. shes nice. she was complaining about her phone. jessie answered but i was still here. it feels weird now. like cara was saying before.

well. joey was telling her what the bad man did and he was scared but all the time i was telling him not to be scares. i dont know if he heard me or not i think he did because after awhile he wasn't scared anymore. i'm so happy that joey got to talk and got out. maybe he can do so now with orion and play like i sometimes do.

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oddness [Jan. 12th, 2006|06:16 pm]
Cara and Sara
Feeling very odd. Sara was just out for a little while I helped her write a reply in a community for littles. Then Orion asked us something and I had to take full control. Now I'm feeling...odd. Not quite me but not quite Sara. Nor do I feel like Jessie or anyone else. I feel...disconnected.

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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2006|10:47 am]
Cara and Sara
I really hate it when Orion triggers me. I get so angry with him so quickly. I need to find a way to cool my anger.
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What am I? I don't know. [Jan. 11th, 2006|01:36 pm]
Cara and Sara
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]

I don't like men. Hate them for the most part in fact (though our body's husband isn't too bad). I'm not really into women either. I'm a bit of a dyke but don't want to make love to women. I don't want to make love to anyone. I don't want a relationship but I do want friends. Everything I find on dykes here on LJ is all about having girlfriends and being gay. I don't know if I consider myself gay because as I said, I don't want a relationship with a woman (or a man).

There has to be a better word for it. I was thinking "asexual" or something. The complete opposite of a nympho. What is the word I'm looking for?

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switching [Jan. 10th, 2006|03:37 pm]
Cara and Sara
We're switching lately like there's no tomorrow. Back and forth. jessie just doesn't want to deal all of the sudden. I think it's the memory. Even though she's OK with remembering she really doesn't want to know. Add to that the depression and you have a recipe for absent Jessie. *sigh*
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2006|10:52 am]
Cara and Sara
Your connection with darkness is through your hate.
It's burning from the inside and you feel it
strongly everyday. All kinds of things make you
hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss,
students in school/work, family etc. Well, you
feel like the world and everyone in it hates
you, so you hate it and everyone back. You
probaly don't like changes since nothing good
ever comes out of them. Though your hate is
big, you can still have a soft spot in your
heart for someone. You're not numb or anything,
your problem lies in that you feel too much.
Life is too damn complicated, isn't it?

What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
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